Today was terrible.
Updating merely out of some weird sense of necessity.
Okay, I’m going to hide in a corner and do my calculus now. v_v
I was so proud of myself -I managed to fast yesterday and work out so I made my net!
And yet today, when I woke up I weighed myself (despite telling myself I wouldn’t) and I gained two pounds.
WHAT DID I DO??!?!?!?!?!??
Please, no one start saying water weight. Water weight is an insignificant little bitch to me. v_v
Anyway, today the madre want to get Wendy’s and bring it home. No, I do not get to chose the meal. We’re splitting a 1220 cal monstrosity.
Lord help me.
I’m just going to go sulk, now.
Today was bad. I miss having control. Every time I seem to gain it, I lose it again.
Calcium supplement + 30
STASH premium chai spice decaf tea + 5
Apple Juice box + 30
1/2 Clif Mojo Sweet & Salty Trail mix bar + 95
1 packet M&M’s + 230
1 plain cod fillet + 189
1 small slice oreo cake + 300 (estimation)
1 cup lipton white berry tea + 5
total: + 884
884 Jumping Jacks – 0
none other -still not feeling too hot. I change my mind; being sick does NOT help with restriction. People keep trying to give you sweets (and I fell for them Dx)
At least I don’t have to eat dinner with the fam Wednesday and Thursday, so that will help.
Net: + 884
Goal net for the next five days: + 3333 This averages out to: + 666/day